I know your not over yet but you have been an incredible year for me. I may not have brought you in the best way possibly( which was me working all day and seriously sleeping through midnight) but I think I have learned more in the past year then any other year. I really first of all feel like I grew up alot. I realized what was important to me, I didn’t lose my sense of humor because that will always be me but I did stop being such a BITCH. I passed school and graduated. I kind of left my old friends but not in a anti friendship high school way, in more of an exploring the world on my own trying to break away from a specific group and become an individual and I must say it was a success. I started doing more things on my own and met new people,as well as having my old friends.I reconnected with alot of people from my past. I gained this whole new positive self-esteem that my life had been lacking now for years, and fine just felt content with who I was and wasn’t worried about consequences  or trying to predict peoples opinions. I’m fully a happy person mentally spiritually socially (and working on physically) and think that after this year I am finally ready to start looking harder for someone to settle down with, BUT  this whole year I truly have become a full person to where as if it doesn’t happen it’s alright and my life will keep on going. I started college,which was pretty scary but ended up being extraordinary.I just feel like I gained so much maturity and so much insight in this past year. I’m excited to grow up, if every year that continues is like this, I will be satisfied with this life.I’m not afraid to grow up,I’m afraid of not being able to remember how it was to be young.I know that one day in my life this year will be nothing but blurry memories, some very clear others very scattered. But of the nineteen years I have had so far you have been the most impact on me as a human. Every experience good or bad changed me , and made me who I am now.

Thank You ,2011.

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