January 2010
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When you grow up...your heart dies.
When ever I watch The Breakfast Club,that quote always sticks with me. It’s so true. It’s so sad. It’s so devastating. Think about your parents. They were once young. They were once you. They got old. Their heart died. It will happen. I can’t stop it. You can’t stop it. All of our hearts will die. We will become heartless adults,in this cycle of life. I think...
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“I didn’t fit in in high school and I felt like a freak… So I like to create this atmosphere for my fans where they feel like they have a freak in me to hang out with and they don’t feel alone.”
— Lady GaGa
please mom
just let me screw up my life. I will know that at least I fucked everything up my self. Doing what I wanted to do.
get the monster
out from under my bed.
Valentines day is right around the corner!
and I am as bitter as ever. I don’t want anyone in my life right? I have friends I don’t need another half. I’m good the way I am. Then tell me why I’m so like frusterated. I want someone. I don’t know who,I don’t even care who. I’m sick of being alone. The other side of me though is saying fuck it, I don’t need anyone else. When I find that person...
Fashion Merchandising.
iseanxxx:
Well, i wanted to be a Corporate Lawyer. But after further research and thoughts about my life, i decided against it. I don’t want to do something I hate, work crazy shitty hours, and hate my life. But I did find a career I really want to pursue. Fashion Merchandising and even Marketing! Working in a boutique, making everything look good, being in charge or ordering the latest trends,...
I love working at a thrift store.
Seriously. In between cleaning up the store,taking clothes off that racks that are out of style or yucky and making sure that the tops of the walls went picture lamp picture lamp. I looked around and wished I had more money. In the thrift store business I must say I’m working at one of the best.I would only,if offered take a job at FlowerChild over Value World,which also makes worry of the...
What I have done in 2009
Graduated High School. Kissed someone. Got drunk. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing. Watched four movies in one night. Gone long periods of time with out sleep. Lied to someone. Been dumped. Failed a class. Dealt drugs. Taken a college-level course. Been in a car accident. Been in a tornado. Done hard...
Zero Tumberlarity.
Last night was the first full night of sleep I got in forever. I’m really proud. I really liked it. I’m actually up earlier then my goal. No one else is help. It’s peaceful. I have no stress on getting there late now or anything because I will be there on time.
Anyway,I think I’m leaving cosmetology. This is not an easy decision. I will still finish off this year,then just...
I hate highschool kids...
(when i rant, i sure can rant.)
I have friends who used to hang out with older kids and they would always talk down on my friends and say shit like “I hate high school kids”. I would always agree but the turth of the matter was,I was surrounding my self around what I hated. I felt like Veronica Sawyer from “Heathers” I hated all of my friends,and like hanging out with the...